My life's story is no different than thousands of other TG's in
this world. So I won't bore you with the nitty-gritty. I knew that I was
different at puberty, when I started to chase girls because I enjoyed their
company and privileges more than boys. As I matured physically, I developed
small breasts and the proclivity to try on my mother's clothes. As you
can see these tendencies have increased to where I fit easily into a Size
14 and 38 C bra without padding. I have known that I was a Transvestite
since I found the definition in the Public Library at the same age.
It has been a beautiful life in the closet without guilt. I have
achieved much in my life and have been honored by my peers many times.
I don't think that coming out of the closet would change any of that. But
I prefer to stay in the closet for another reason.
I have delicately explored my wife's attitude
toward
TG's by watching the recent TV specials with her, which show our normal
contributions to society and although I sense a liberal bent toward
homosexuality
on her part , I think NIMBY (not in my backyard) applies here.
Despite
the fact that I cannot remember one homosexual desire on my part,
something
that Jerry Falwell would never believe, it would be difficult to
convince
anyone without our experiences of our desires. They just wouldn't get
it. " I love women and every aspect of their existence." I love
my wife
and everything we do together. Oh! I stopped trying on her
clothes ages ago because they just didn't fit. I would rather sit in a
beauty salon with all those gorgeous women than watch a football
game.
Now that may be a bit strange, but I just love a manicure. When
people
say things to me that might imply a feminine desire on my part, I just
do a male thing and ignore the comment. I happen to like my closeted
existence
and see no particular advantage in coming out. Thanks for
listening.
- Luv Ya, Cerise. I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU AND I DON'T SEND
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