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To My Mom My love to you. Without your support, all of this would be so much more difficult. You have always been there for me. I love you. I always did, I always will.
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To My Son I know you know more then you let on. Both your mother and I are doin the best we can to raise you to be open and understanding to people of all kinds. I know that someday you will ask the questions that I know you must be having. I think you are a wonderful person and hopefully you will continue to love me when that day comes. I love you more then words can ever say. I know you know this, cause I tell you everyday.
You are a part of me and I want you to be a part of this page. I write this in case anything ever happens to me and you see these pages. I want you to know that although you are not a part of this part of me, yet, I think of you always. You are here. You are in every word I write. Whether you accept me when the time comes or not, you are forever in my heart. Update 2006: The above was written 6 or 7 years ago. These days my son does know all and he seems to be fine with me. Time will tell. We are still close, thank goodness.
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To Julie I would not be where I am today had it not been for you. At a time when I was reaching out from my darkness for help, any kind of help, a hand came from the light, your hand. In the days when I was still surrounded by fear and confusion, you would tell me that the day would come, if and when I was ready, that I would face the world head on and be proud of who I am. I had many doubts. It was what I wanted, what I needed so badly, but I thought something so wonderful would never really be possible. You stuck with me.
What is it about you. You are selfless in your efforts to make bright lives possible for those who are living in darkness. You are warmth in this sometimes cold world. You are the one who will listen, often at the expense of your own needs. You will tell us that it isn't so, you will tell us that we are ones who enrich your life, but I and many others will tell you that it is the other way around. No matter where this life takes me, one thing will not change, I need you in it.
 Update 07/07/08: For some reason, Julie and I are no longer in contact. We have been out of contact for several years for reasons unknown to me. But my website has always been and will remain dedicated to her and the "family" message stays because, for the relatively short time she was in my life, she meant the world to me as a friend and inspiration. I would not be where I am today had it not been for her. But as I wrote, unfortunately she is no longer in my life.
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